Dried Tears

My tears have dried;

For all the pain inside me I cried.

My fears are gone,

Like my faith in love and life.

My smile has faded ;

With all the lies that life has to invade with.

My shoulders have become stronger,

But I cant hold on no longer.

I have lost myself somewhere,

Somewhere deep inside me,

So deep inside I cant look for me,

I fear to see myself in the mirror.

Finding a reason everyday,

To live and carry on in this Unforgiving world.

Hope has died and faith has crumbled.

So uncertain about myself now.

I might be strong outside,

But I am crippled inside.

Learnt some good lessons in life.

Learnt them good and learnt them hard.

I admitted my mistakes;

I asked for forgiveness.

Yet I lost those who were dear to me.

Whoa was me !!!

I will depart from this life !!

Leaving behind my words,

Leaving behind my fears,

I have forgiven those who have hurted me.

Those who left a hole in my heart.

Who left a dagger crisped inside me.

And just turned around smiling as if nothing went wrong.