I've become Numb again.

I've become Numb again,
Cant feel love again.
Pain within has been so long,
Feeling anything else feels like sin again.

I've become Numb again,
Shallow and Dark is whats inside me,
Sinking to bottom in my ocean of tears,
Cant find land to live again.

I've become Numb again,
Tears rolling down my cheeks again.
The salty taste tells me how,
Lonely I have become again

I've become Numb again,
Loosing sense and feel again.
Water and wine taste the same,
Cant afford to be more of a waste than I already am again.

I've become Numb again,
Cant feel love again,
Cant feel anything but pain again.
I cant be me again :(